I’ll
Pray For You…!
Sometimes few people
unknowingly leave their impact on our life. And we tend to think about them
even if their problems are not ours. We get the feeling that their problems are
ours and try to solve without a thought and if we fail in it… it’s like our failure.
Hence we try to make them happy in all the way, for their happiness….and our
satisfaction.
This blog is dedicated
to one such person who has made a difference in my life. He has taught me too
many things without his knowledge. He’s like an ideal for me… my friend… my well
wisher…
One day I met him
randomly and just got the feeling that he’s in a problem. The man who taught me
to smile forgetting all our pain was finding it difficult to keep his fresh and
lively smile on his face.
From him I learnt to
forget my pain and hide it so nicely that no one could ever imagine what’s
there in my mind…
I learnt to work harder
and harder till I get through…
I learnt to be strong
enough to handle any pressures in academics and blow it off… to stand and make
a difference that every one would appreciate… to help people in every possible
way…
And yes…I learnt to
express myself….
The person who taught
me all this was loosing it all… his faith…his temper… his smile… (The most
important thing which I was searching for…!) I wonder, was it really him??? I
asked him the reason. But in reply, the same old answer, ‘kuch nahi re…. bas
wahi apna roz ka manjan…’
But later for the first
time ever he spoke. I felt like he was strangled in ropes. Too many
responsibilities…too much of burden… pressure from seniors in all the possible
ways…!
I agree that being
doctors we are used to it. But is it really fair to make just one person
responsible for every mishap happening…???
As the water spills
from the glass when it is full, his emotions were flowing out. I wanted to help
him but could not find any way out. That day I felt like I am just like a drop
in an ocean.
I know when he reads
this he’ll surely understand this is for him. I just want him to know that
today world may seem like full of darkness, pain and all possible wrong things.
But on the other side, it’s equally colorful, bright and full of happiness. The
balance which God has maintained so that we discover what is LIFE…!
At last I just want to
say that, “I’ll pray for you…!”
J