Monday, October 1, 2012

I’ll Pray For You…!

Sometimes few people unknowingly leave their impact on our life. And we tend to think about them even if their problems are not ours. We get the feeling that their problems are ours and try to solve without a thought and if we fail in it… it’s like our failure. Hence we try to make them happy in all the way, for their happiness….and our satisfaction.
This blog is dedicated to one such person who has made a difference in my life. He has taught me too many things without his knowledge. He’s like an ideal for me… my friend… my well wisher…
One day I met him randomly and just got the feeling that he’s in a problem. The man who taught me to smile forgetting all our pain was finding it difficult to keep his fresh and lively smile on his face.
From him I learnt to forget my pain and hide it so nicely that no one could ever imagine what’s there in my mind…
I learnt to work harder and harder till I get through…
I learnt to be strong enough to handle any pressures in academics and blow it off… to stand and make a difference that every one would appreciate… to help people in every possible way…
And yes…I learnt to express myself….
The person who taught me all this was loosing it all… his faith…his temper… his smile… (The most important thing which I was searching for…!) I wonder, was it really him??? I asked him the reason. But in reply, the same old answer, ‘kuch nahi re…. bas wahi apna roz ka manjan…’
But later for the first time ever he spoke. I felt like he was strangled in ropes. Too many responsibilities…too much of burden… pressure from seniors in all the possible ways…!
I agree that being doctors we are used to it. But is it really fair to make just one person responsible for every mishap happening…???
As the water spills from the glass when it is full, his emotions were flowing out. I wanted to help him but could not find any way out. That day I felt like I am just like a drop in an ocean.
I know when he reads this he’ll surely understand this is for him. I just want him to know that today world may seem like full of darkness, pain and all possible wrong things. But on the other side, it’s equally colorful, bright and full of happiness. The balance which God has maintained so that we discover what is LIFE…!
At last I just want to say that, “I’ll pray for you…!”
J


2 comments:

  1. hmmn..i think if ur friend read dis.. he wud probably say...happiness n sadness, smile n tears.. it s all a part of life!!! life goes on like dis....and he wud be proud to ve a friend like u... yup! good work... well written... liked t comparisons u made! esp t fact tat there is a better world on t other side...n tat every dark cloud does ve a silver lining!:-)

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  2. Well written Pallavi! Emotions n feelings nicely put into words.I can pretty well guess as who this guy can be,who cares for others' hearts more than his! Lucky to have a true friend like him, who's a guide, well wisher, so loving n caring, a very good human in a nut shell! All the best to u too. Keep writing.

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